Chapter Closes

Crying, sad, crying, heartbroken, crying, confused…
I saw me…
In a crowd of fifty…
I saw me…
Loss of a loved one,
The pain that follows,
A mist that covers happiness…
Crying the soul out…
For the soul has been ripped apart by cruel fate...
Fate called death….

Crying, sad, crying, heartbroken, crying, just crying…
I saw me…
Wading my way…
To get a final glimpse…
Of what is never to be seen again…
By human or otherwise…
To bid final goodbyes…
To say the final farewell…
Begging the soul to rest in eternal peace…
Peace that it sought through life…

Crying, sad, crying, heartbroken, crying, but happy…
I saw me…
Walking up to the corpse…
Smile on my face…
As all has been said and done…
One final request…
Please don’t cry…
Please don’t cry…
For life’s purpose has been served and its time…
Time to move on….

Crying, sad, crying, heartbroken, crying, crying…
I saw me…
I saw the light…
I moved on…
It seemed to be waiting…
Turned around…
One last look…
I saw me…
Dead, smiling, dead, happy….
I saw me…
The chapter closes…

I'm With You

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here...By now...

There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound...

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
Its a Damn Cold Night...
I'm trying to figure out this life...
Won't you take me by the hand...
Take me somewhere new...
I don't know who you are...But I..
I'm with you...
I'm with you...


I'm lookin for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here...i know...

Cause nothings going right
And everythings a mess
And noone likes to be alone...

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
Its a Damn Cold Night...
I'm trying to figure out this life...
Won't you take me by the hand...
Take me somewhere new...
I don't know who you are...But I..
I'm with you...
I'm with you...

Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind...
Its a Damn Cold Night...
I'm trying to figure out this life...
Won't you take me by the hand...
Take me somewhere new...
I don't know who you are...But I..
I'm with you...
I'm with you...



- Avril Lavinge



( just heard this song over 20 times today....so jst felt like keying it in...its a DAMN NICE SONG...can relate to it somehow...)

ALL I WANT TO SAY

I well remember those days..
Everything was brand new...
When the dreams seemed real...
Something we cud do...
Conversation over the chais...
Those hour long goodbyes...
You needed me..
I needed you...

You held onto me through thick & thin...
You cheered at my every win...
We were inseparable...
It was more than a fable...
But as you know...
Life had its own plan...
The one it had for us...
Questioned our existence...
We had to separate...
Go our different ways...
It was something called a phase...
But you moved on..so did I...
We didn't even say goodbye...
You confided in others...so did i...
Now v look at old photos n cry...
You are always there with me...
And in my prayer you'll always be...
If you want to go back to those days...
You'll have to make an effort...
And we'll have to re-work on the rapport...
Just call me back...
So we can chat...
I'll try.. And so will you..
This much we'll have to do...
So I'm waiting...
Waiting...Waiting...For you...