Heading Thru a Rough Patch..

I'm sitting here, writing this blog when i technically should be home takin a nap. The headache is getting to me and its making me search for a very very vulnerable soul whom i shred into bits. But unfortunately my sane self stops me from doin so. I never in my life had d slightest of clue that being in the corporate world could be so challenging. Right now i feel worthless, tired, drained and sick. And all this at the same time.

Did the screen just shift or is it my head spinning. Oh God I'm so confused right now. Don't know what I'm doin? Why I'm doin? Whether I should be here? If I'm creative enuf to survive for long in this world of madness? I at times even doubt my potential as a copywriter. Believe me there are too many talented people out there. But then at other times i feel i can learn it all. I can improve my vocabulary. Hey, so what if i take a lil' help from spell check. There's nothing wrong with that.

Too many things cluttering my mind. Maybe that's whats causing all the headache. I think too much all the time. About everyone else. About their perspectives, views n opinions of me. But i think its about time I say "I CARE A DAMN". Yes, I care a damn, about what you think about me, about my work or about my life. I don't want to be under your microscope round the clock, 365 days. I just wanna b free. Let alone to do what i do the best, Wandering, without having people to judge me. And those who do here's what I'd say to them "Get a Life"

Aww...did I offend you?? then its a cue for u to stop playin intruder:P